Going to geneva in 2 days' time.... 'm pretty excited about the trip.. it'll be my first time taking the plane.. all alone.. can't type much... my hand hurts like hell.... in a very irritable mood now... *OW!!*

I was juz thinking abt my future... I'm lost... I love chemistry.. I hope that I can be in the pharmaceutical industry after I graduate.. dream of being a pharmaceutical scientist... but as I was surfing online for more information.. I realized to my horror that there are so many areas of study for pharmacy!! I'm lost... there is so much studying to be done before I can finally get my bachelor's degree in chemistry and after that, there's Masters' degree and PhD.. etc... confidence level has juz hit the bottom of the pit.... wat shld i do?? who can i speak to? Nobody understands... ppl close to me often say, "Juz do your best!" But I can't... i think it's not enuff juz to do my best, I want results! They never understand... i think results are very important.. in fact, i think it holds the utmost importance in my life now... I wanna have a high-paid job in future, live in a big hse, have a few cars... a luxurious life... I dun wanna marry a simple (even if he treats me very well) guy... have to worry about car and housing loans, having to save up money for 2 yrs before finally going on a short vacation... owning a normal saloon car... All my life, I've been very fortunate... because i've dilligent parents who worked very hard when they were younger, hence my brothers and I get to enjoy the fruits of their labor now. I wanna repay my parents, i want them to be able to hav a care-free old age which is why i need to have a job with a high salary. My fren once told me that I shldn't be such a perfectionist (but I don't think I am, there're ppl who're worst than me!)... simplicity ain't that bad... it's because I'm so picky that i've missed out on quite a few guys... but i really can't help feelin that way I did... they juz didn't meet up to my expectations.... i hate guys who have no ambition... esp those who thinks and BELIEVE that they'll be holding a normal 9-5 job... normal but secure pay... even though they have been very sweet and kind to me.. BUT... the big fat BUT always stand.... haha~ guess only close frens like dora will know how i feel.. and even AGREE... =P

For the sake of my future, I wanna strive and do my best... and also make sure I get the results... by hook or by crook...!! Then of course, there's always a 'mayb' at the end of the story... mayb i might meet this great guy and fall madly in love with him, and might settle for a normal life juz for him... but i think it's highly impossible... haha~ I know myself too well...!

**Forgot to mention that I went to a Autoshow today... drove many automobiles... Lexus, Chevrolet, Mercedes Benz, Toyota, both saloon cars & truck... haha~ There were SO MANY cute guys there!! Oh my.... It's juz unbelivable... I hope i get such guys in my upcoming spanish course in jul... haha~ took some pictures.. will post them up when I'm in a better mood... till then, ciao!

``Cakes galore

Finally had the chance to try the cakes made in New York yesterday.... I bought the chocolate mousse while my cousin tried the tiramisu! The cakes look great right??!

My chocolate cake was gd.... but i still prefer the Etoile from Sweet Secrets (singapore)... mi favorito! I wanna try the mango mousse some other day..... and hopefully, it's comparable to the mango cake from Bengawan Solo.... hehe~

As for my cousin's tiramisu... i thot it only had looks... it wasn't exactly that fantastic to me... although he thot otherwise so.... Going out to get pants for my trip.... ciao!


Austria chocolate mousse



Tiramisu

One of my best days since summer started!

Well well... as the title states.... I had lotsa fun today... dim sum in the morning... and then free pool in the afternoon... why was it free? Coz my uncle finally set-up the new pool table in his recently renovated hse....!!! He even has a bar table near the pool table!! It's so cool... My uncle and his wife a can now play pool from morning till nite!! haha~ Here are some pictures of me, finally... yeah I know.... btw, that's the skirt which I bought last wk...... Love the belt...

First tattoo..... how is it?? Gonna go for dinner..... boy am I hungry..... hopefully mahjong session again later when we're home... hehe~



*Godpa & I




*Bar table.. (face was distorted so...)



*While playing pool...



*First tattoo

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!! WHEE !!

I haven't been blogging much about myself these few days... well gd news!! I've an average GPA of 4.00!!!! Juz checked my grades online and.. i scored an A for my spanish!! Glad that all my hardwork paid off!! Now, i can really enjoy my summer to the max!!

Hmm got asked out by that spanish guy again... but somehow, i'm not interested!! argh~ what's wrong with me??! mayb he's not the one... am i too picky or wat??! Seriously, *pushes glasses* I think i'm too picky... which is why i've missed out on a few really gd guys the past few yrs.... *sighs*

Gona njoy my nite now.... hope to find the skirt tmr.... hafta drag my cuzzy with me...

Summer's here!

Yeap, the temp now is a high 88 degrees fahrenheit! Finally!! Summer's arrived!! Spent the whole day juz WINDOW-SHOPPING!! Didn't manage to buy anythin.. sucks... supposed to buy a skirt, but they only had sizes M, L and XL! darn... i still like the skirt from INC... but it's $79! argh~ Hopefully, I can get my skirt from Forever 21 tmr... can't wait to be in GENEVA!!

I can't wait to get my butt on the soft leather seats of the beloved SLK roadster and my puny hands on the steering wheel!! gosh... i can't wait to work!! or mayb... i'll juz marry the guy who can buy me an SLK'05!!!

Love it~



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Only 1 left to worry about... >>

Well well!! I've good news!! After worrying for so many days, my final grades for chem and math are out!! A+ for the former and A for the latter..... *phew* I was so worried that i'll get a B!! Only spanish's left now.... seriously... not very confident to get a A for spanish... sux..... but I'll juz leave it all up to Him!!