Am I?

Was chatting with jevon earlier and he mentioned smthin about me... which upon deep thinking... i think he might be right! Damn.. Okie, as usual i was complaining to him that i got reprimanded for coming home late last weekend and i've been pissed for like almost 3 days now. So he said, "U're petty! Ur little heart can't tolerate ppl telling u off! U feel like ur ego's been shattered!" Is it true!??! But i dun feel that i'm petty wat... aha~ But the part about my heart and ego.. yes, i think it's true. I can't stand it when ppl tell me off, even when i'm in the wrong. Am i spoilt like wat randy said? Haha~ Not sure... but i dun wanna justify my actions. Even if i'm in the wrong, they can say it nicely and slowly.. not loudly and rudely. I hate ppl yelling at me!! Jevon said i shldn't bother so much about wat others say, but STILL, i dun feel comfortable being shouted at. Haha my ego....

After grumbling like mad to a new fren over dinner juz now, i feel much better. Haha~ Damn hyper now.. can't even concentrate on typing an email to dora.. haha sorry babe!! Hope 2 reply better tmr! GOsh! It's almost 10! I'd better get to bed... yeah.. no work tmr! SO i can slp in like today.. then wake up and get a tan in the backyard.... =P Nice night to everyone!

When is august gonna arrive?

I'm damn pissed these few days.. fuck them! Dun even wanna talk about it coz it'll only make my blood boil further. Need to rant to some1... some1 supportive.. dora, need to chat with u... desperately... sighs... but then.. God has been kind. Haha~ I met the perfect one recently.. no, it's no longer HIM.. haha~ too bad... dora said that i was damn ass.. can't help it wat... the new one is so much more exciting... cool and rich... but then, how does he feel? I wonder... when i see HIS sms now, i no longer feel as excited as before... he asked me out for dinner on wed but i dun even feel like going. If it was last wk, i would hav agreed without hesitation! LOL.. but anyway, no more meetings after 8pm for me... at least until i shift out. I've decided to "ground" myself. Why? Coz i've been screamed at by the whole world last weekend... fuck! *drinks cold water*

Only 1 more month 2 go.. bear with it... i repeat this like hundred times a day in my head..... 1 more month... 1 more month to true freedom... dun do or say anythin rashly... remember remember remember... =(

Freak! It's 22nd!

I can't believe i actually didn't blog for such a long time!! Haha~ but then again, nothin much to blog about, so no point really. Anyway, guess wat i've been doing for the past wk?? I've been playing Gunbound whenever i've the free time at home!! It's mad..... i can't believe i'm hooked onto that game again!! Well, bored bored me... not my fault wat... HE's in great ol'connecticut right now... will only be back in NYC to entertain me on Sat! Mayb i shld force him to attend the wedding dinner with me this Sat nite... haha~ But then, it's gonna be weird for him since he wouldn't be able to understand wat the rest of the ppl are talking about. Haha~ we'll see how things go... mayb we'll go out at nite..... *whistles contentedly*

I'm counting down.... jul 5th!! Sch will be starting!! Haha~ so damn exciting!! Biology!! Wonder wat we're gonna learn.... the sch fees are damn expensive... so really gotta mug for this coming 1 yr. Hmmm.... and Aug 2nd wk, i'll be in my dormitory!! haha~ parties parties parties!!! My silly brother is going back to sg at the end of the yr... and my senior too... everyone's going back! Damn... makes me feel like going back too.. but then, i wanna go to hawai'i.. so, i'll probably make other plans. *wonders*

OH SHOOT!!! I forgot all about imelia's bday!!! Freak!! GOtta send her a belated bday e-card now!!! I juz realized how much dora enjoys taking photos... haha she's so mad!! Look at her latest post.. it's flooded with photos... for me, i can't be bothered unless i'm out with her. Haha~ She forces me to be in photos.. juz like in HK.. but i'm glad i did!!! Now i've all the beautiful memories captured in the sweet photo album they gave to me... *aawwwwwwww..........* love them!!

Hmmmm

Dora went to the ZOO!!! I can't believe it! I hate the zoo!! I hate animals... coz i hate the smell... i wonder why kids always love the zoo.... i used to dread going on zoo outings... #$^%$&~! I think i'm juz a mean, un-loving woman... tsk tsk... i'm bored too, dora!! Nothing much to do at home... and my whole body is so itchy! *scratch scratch* the after effects of getting sun burnt... wonder when the itch is gonna go away... damn..!

Going back to QC to sell my old textbooks later.. wonder how much i'm gonna get. Not much i think, but better than nothin! =P Supposed to pick up my I-20 last monday.. but the stupid counselor wasn't it. Screwed up my plans for the day... and i thot that i could register for my classes! Now, i've to postpone again! argh~ Everyone's juz happily going away on vacation this summer... like they're so freaking rich and free! Haha~ I'm stuck here.. in NYC!

Hav to prepare.. going out now... wonder if i'm going to buy anythin today.... i want the Big Pony Polo shirt!!!! Brandon!!!! Buy it!!!!!!

Horoscope for June 2, 2006

The Bottom Line
By this point, if you don't understand how someone truly feels, you must ask them.

In Detail
Just because you've been close to someone for years doesn't mean you know them like the back of your hand. There are new depths to explore in your relationship. If you can't understanding their actions or changes, you must ask them. Open up communications. You will both turn a corner together, and what lies ahead of you is a lifetime of adventures and joy. Let this positivism buoy you in other areas of you life. Even at work, you can create a bright future by talking more honestly.

Haha~ That's my horoscope for the day? Is it really true? I wonder...! Anyway, relationships aside for now. Yesterday, i finally went to the beach. And instead of getting a sun tan, i had a sun BURNT! Wat the dulce!?? I think i'm gonna peel like mad next wk.... but then, it was kinda fun. Haven't been burnt for a pretty long time.. haha~ Madness. Working again tmr.. and next tue, i'm gonna register for my classes in St. John's! Yippy... i hope there aren't any evening classes.... hmmm... and then there's my campus room. I still dun noe which hall i'll be living in... freak!! Very quickly, we've entered Jun'06!! Unbelivable huh?? This past wk has been okie.. i mean.. i managed to get lotsa slp... haha and i spent quite alot of $$! The outings... argh~ Feel like having sushi buffet again!! Gosh.. even though i've had it twice in MAY...!! Time to make some fone calls! =P I juz realized that even though i hav a 2 megapixel cam cellphone, i seldom use it!! I'm wondering why i even bought it in the first place!! Waste of my $$!!

Shit... i'm bored... no shows to watch... nothin to study for!! THink i'm juz gonna rot in the living room... hmmm~